How Many Are My Iniquities? - A Soul Searching Question Series

In Job 13:23, the suffering patriarch is pleading his case before God, asking Him to specifically name those sins he has allegedly committed in order to see some justification for the untold misery he has undergone. He desired to confess any unknown wrongdoing so that he could be made pure before the LORD. The conclusion of the book, Chapters 38-42, shows God confronting Job with a series of questions and pronouncements that demonstrated His sovereignty and majesty over all life, meaning, design, and purpose, including Job's time of trials. The LORD restored Job's wealth and gave him a new family, among other blessings. The point is that Job never abandoned his faith or trust in God (19:25) even in the midst of his suffering, to the chagrin and defeat of the plans of Satan.

Job is a portrait of all of humanity without exception or favor. God shows us in His word that we have all fallen from grace into sin and cannot make ourselves righteous before Him in our own strength or method. We have a broken relationship with God of our own making that can only be restored by His mercy, grace, and power. Until we are given our new bodies and redeemed soul that will be free from sin, either at the Rapture or death, our lives will be entangled at times with varying degrees of destitution (Job 5:7). Anyone possessing an internal concept of right and wrong can see that this world and the life upon it is not working as it should (Romans 8:22-23).

There are times when even the most devout follower of the Lord Jesus will get the impression of being alone and God has decided to remain silent in your crisis or time of decision. Our prayers sometimes feel as if they are hitting the ceiling and nothing more. Still, you continue to persevere and trust Him even in this time of the "dark night of the soul." Others that experience a similar feeling of isolation will slip into varied forms of temptations with the futile belief that no one is watching, and we can get away with our pet sins. Scripture rebukes that type of thinking (Numbers 32:23; Luke 12:2-3; 1 John 1:8). In His mercy, the LORD opens our eyes to show us that it is we who have forsaken Him. His Word always shines the light of truth into the dark recesses of our souls, showing us that we are nothing more than wayward sheep who are lost and in need of a Shepherd.

The state of our souls is a major theme of the Scriptures. Its saliency makes us face the hard facts of where we stand before a holy God. Our transgressions tend to multiply and dominate us (Isaiah 59:9-12). We prefer to walk in darkness, ignoring the light of God's mercy and direction. We are willfully and deliberately blind to our need for salvation by neglecting God's commands. The sins we possess, and embrace are the evidence used against us. We have lied and willfully departed from God, preferring to remain in our wickedness. Only the saving work of the Lord Jesus Christ gives us true peace, redemption and forgiveness of sin (Isaiah 53:12; John 10:11; Romans 5:6, 14:9; 1 Corinthians 15:1-8). There is NO OTHER WAY to God the Father except through Jesus (John 14:6; Acts 4:12; 1 Timothy 1:15; 1 John 1:7).

It is the Lord Jesus Christ who will bring all history to an end, judge both saint and reprobate, and will bring about a new heaven and earth, making all things new (Genesis 3:15; 2 Cor. 5:10; Rev. 20:11-15). Without Jesus Christ, the Scriptures serve no purpose, no use, contain unfulfilled promises, and condemn us to hell eternally for our sins since there is no Redeemer (1 Cor. 15:12-19). Jesus Christ is the Suffering Servant (Isaiah 53:1-12) of whom God the Father would place our sins and iniquities and be the final sacrifice for sin (Hebrews 7:25). We cannot in our own strength or ability ever pay the sin debt we owe due to our wicked nature and rebellious nature before God (Romans 3:10-18). We are worthy of nothing except death and eternal punishment save for the everlasting mercy, grace, and compassion of God (Romans 5:6-11, 6:23).

The late theologian and teacher R.C. Sproul (1939-2017) wrote that we are not just rescued from sin by the mercy of Christ, but it is He who breathes new life into our dead souls. Without His intervention, we are nothing more than stinking corpses, helpless and hopeless. Lazarus was falling apart in the tomb and decaying when Jesus raised him back to life (John 11:38-44). Lazarus could not do the job, or even assist in the process. It was only through Jesus Christ that he had any chance of life at all. You cannot make yourself "un-rot". I have yet to witness a dead person take the paddles out of the doctor's hands, yell "clear", and then shock his heart into beating again. Just as a dead body can do nothing, those who are dead in their sins cannot save themselves. Salvation is of the LORD (Psalm 27:1, 96:2; Isaiah 52:10; Acts 4:12; Hebrews 2:3; Revelation 7:10, 19:1). He is not about to give you or anything else even an iota of credit towards the fact of His redeeming grace (Ephesians 2:8-9). You repent and come to Him in order to be saved, and that is the extent of it. There is no Scripture anywhere that teaches anything to the contrary.