The Atheism Illusion

I JUST FINISHED READING RICHARD DAWKINS' BOOK THE GOD DELUSION. HE ALMOST CONVINCE ME OF ATHEISM. A DEEP QUESTION KEPT ATTACKING MY MIND: WHAT IF I HAD BEEN BELIEVING A LIE FOR 13 YEARS? ALL THAT TIME WASTED BELIEVING A LIE? BUT I CRIED OUT: PLEASE FATHER HELP ME MY MIND IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE. AND HE DID! THAT PHRASE IN ROMANS 6:6 HELPED ME SO MUCH! ROMANS 6:6 STARTS LIKE THIS: "KNOWING THIS....." PAUL DID NOT SAID BELIEVING THIS NOR MENTALLY ASSERTING THIS, BUT knowing! THAT IS WHAT FAITH IS: A KNOWING! YOU JUST KNOW, BY DIVINE REVELATION THE TRUTH! GOD HIMSELF CONVINCES YOU OF HIS HOLY TRUTH. I DONT BELIEVE IN ATHEISM. HOW COULD SOMETHING COME OUT OF NOTHING? THE FIRST REASON WHY I BELIEVE IN THE REALITY OF GOD IS THE FACT THAT THE UNIVERSE IS DESIGNED. ATHEISM CALLS THIS "THE ILLUSION OF DESIGN". IN OTHERS WORD THEY BELIEVE IT APPEARS TO BE A DESIGN, BUT THAT IT IS NOT A DESIGN! THAT IS SO HARD TO BELIEVE! THE DESIGN IN THE UNIVERSE IS SO OBVIOUS! WORST STILL, ATHEISM CLAIMS THAT THE UNIVERSE IS AN ACCIDENT, THAT WE ARE LUCKY TO BE ALIVE! THUS, LUCK IS THE GOD OF ATHEISM! IF WE ARE ACCIDENTS, THEN WE ARE NOT DESIGNED. WORST STILL, IF WE ARE ACCIDENTS, THEN THERE IS NO PURPOSE TO LIFE, FOR AN ACCIDENTS HAS NO INHERENT PURPOSE! BUT NO, A MILLION TIMES NO: IAM NOT AN ACCIDENT, I AM A DIVINE PURPOSE. ATHEISM CAN ACCEPT A COMPUTER DESIGNED, BUT NOT AN UNIVERSE DESIGNED. IF THERE IS A DESIGN, THEN, THERE IS A DESIGNER. DESIGN MEANS ORDER AND STRUCTURE WITH AN INTEND. IN EVERYTHING WE SEE IN THE UNIVERSE WE SEE A PURPOSE, EVEN FOR DISGUSTING INSECTS! ATHEISM CALLS IT ADAPTATION (EVOLUTION) BUT IS THAT ADAPTATION ACCIDENTAL OR DESIGNED? THE HORRIBLE THING OF BELIEVING THAT WE ARE ACCIDENTS IS THAT IF ROB US OF PURPOSE IN LIFE. IN FACT, IF YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN PURPOSE, THAT PURPOSE IS NOT A PURPOSE: JUST AN ACCIDENT OF NATURE! UNBELIEVABLE! ATHEISM CALLS THE OBVIOUS ORDER, DESIGN, HARMONY, SYMMETRY, COMBINATION AND EXACTNESS OF THE UNIVERSE: AN ILLUSION! FOR THEM THE "DESIGN" IS NOT REAL! IS JUST ACCIDENTAL! THAT IS A DARK WORLD TO LIVE IN! WORST STILL, THE STRONGEST IS THE FITTEST EVEN IF THAT MEANS KILLING THE WEAKEST. ATHEIST, CAN YOU SEE THE DESIGN IN NATURE? WAS THAT JUST LUCK OR ACCIDENT? THE ACCIDENTAL LIFE IS A TERRIBLE LIFE TO LIVE! IT IS A GREAT LIE TO BELIEVE: THAT IS A DELUSION AND A GREAT AND HORRIBLE ONE. SECONDLY, I BELIEVE IN GOD BECAUSE OF THE GOD CONCIOUSNESS: ETERNAL LIFE. LIFE IS A CONCIOUSNESS: NOBODY HAS TO TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE ALIVE, YOU JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALIVE. THE SAME IS WITH GOD WHO IS ETERNAL LIFE HIMSELF. YOU CAN BE CONCIOUS OF GOD AS MUCH AS YOU ARE CONCIOUS OF YOUR BIOLOGICAL LIFE. THAT IS FAITH, REAL FAITH: THE CONCIOUSNESS OF THE ETERNAL REALITY OF GOD. ATHEISM IN THIS IS RIGHT: YOU CANT PROVE THE EXISTENCE OF GOD, BUT GOD CAN PROVE HIS OWN EXISTENCE TO THE HEART. ALL HUMANS KNOW THAT GOD IS REAL FOR GOD REAVELED THAT TO THEM THROUGH NATURE: HE HAS IMPLANTED IN THEM A CONCIOUSNESS: THIS VAST UNIVERSE CAN NOT BE AN ACCIDENT, THEY SIMPLY KNOW, YET THEY REJECT THAT CONCIOUSNESS, THEY KNOW IS THERE, THEY SIMPLY HATE IT. WHO PUT IT THERE: GOD HIMSELF. IT IS INCREDIBLE HOW ATHEISM BELIEVES THE ETERNALITY OF NATURAL SELECTION BUT CAN'T ACCEPT THE ETERNALITY AND INFINITY OF GOD. NO, I DONT BELIEVE THAT GOD IS REAL: I KNOW BEYOND A SHADOW OF DOUBT THAT GOD IS REAL! FOR HE DWELLETH IN ME AND LIVES IN ME! LONG LIVE THE KING GOD FOREVER! AMEN!