Got A Light?
I remember seeing in several old movies, when two Spies were to meet they would start with some seeming innocent conversation starter. That was to keep all around them from noticing that the planned meeting was happening, the microfilm passed or other instructions given.
One that was very common was Have you got a light? They would hold out a cigarette and there would be some interchange of pass phrases to confirm this was the right person.
Our scripture this morning starts with a unusual word “Meanwhile” We are starting in the middle of the story and picking up on a new set of circumstances. The book of Acts has places where there are other story lines going on at the same time. Like watching a movie and it jumps to another scene.
This scripture is picking up soon after the stoning of Stephen in Chapter 7. Chapter 8 gives the story of Philip and the sorcerer and the Ethiopian that he explains scripture to and baptizes.
Then in the beginning of Chapter 9, Meanwhile. We join Saul as he takes on the task of hunting down followers of the Way to take them to Jerusalem for a fair trial and a quick stoning.
The scripture describes his attitude:
“Saul was still breathing out murderous threats against the Lord’s disciples”
That description does not sound like he was open to a change in attitude. It sounds like he held a burning anger against these followers of Jesus. He sounds prudjst and is obviously militant. So militant that he seems to be volunteering for the job and ready to expand it to other cities.
The followers of the Way had left Jerusalem in droves. Many were returning home after the Pentecost festival and they were sharing this message as they went. Others were simply running, trying to get away from the persecution.
Stephens’s death would have been a scary sign of what the Sanhedrin would do to get rid of these trouble makers.
Saul requested letters of introduction to the synagogues in Damascus. Which is 135 miles North East of Jerusalem.
SLIDE - map
Not easy straight Interstate miles, but the kind where you walk around the sea and the mountains.. Damascus is not even in Israel. It is in Syria. Saul wanted permission to head off to another country just to see if any followers of the Way were there so he could arrest and take them to Jerusalem.
That sounds pretty spiteful to me.
He gets his permission and probably funding and as he gets close to Damascus there is a bright light and a voice and Saul ends up blind, on the ground and is led into the city.
For Saul this experience where Jesus explains to him that he is harming and persecuting him opens his eyes in a new way. Saul learns that he has been wrong, that Jesus is who they said he was. The persecution of his followers was the persecution of God.
Folks, If you love your God so much that you would search out and harm people that you think were doing wrong, how do you think you would feel when you learn the truth. It was you that was wrong, you that blasphemed and went totally against God’s will. The Way was not a threat to the Jews but the fulfillment of Prophesy.
Paul saw the light and became a believer. But he was left in darkness. He did not know what to do. For 3 days he sat, depressed and wallowing in his personal failures. For 3 days he could do nothing except focus internally, through prayer and fasting. I wonder if he was praying for God to forgive him or to kill him. Maybe both.
Then the story changes directions. We learn that there are followers of the Way in the city and Jesus speaks to one of them. We learn that Ananias was there.
When Jesus speaks he responds “yes Lord”
11The Lord told him, "Go to the house of Judas on Straight Street and ask for a man from Tarsus named Saul, for he is praying. 12In a vision he has seen a man named Ananias come and place his hands on him to restore his sight."
He is being told to go the rich part of town, to the house of Judas and ask for a man from Tarsus named Saul. Now until he got to the man from Tarsus part it was not all the big a deal.
Ananias seemed in touch with Jesus. He understood that Jesus was sending him to do something. But he shows some hesitation.
Lord, I have heard about this guy. He is… well…, he does not like anyone that has anything to do with you. He, well from what I have heard, he practically tore up Jerusalem looking for your saints. He abused and killed men and women.
Lord, I here he has permission to do the same thing here. HE wants to arrest believers in the messiah and drag them off to Jerusalem for a set up trial and kill all of us.
15But the Lord said to Ananias, "Go! This man is my chosen instrument to carry my name before the Gentiles and their kings and before the people of Israel. 16I will show him how much he must suffer for my name."
The Lord does not acknowledge the fear, or discomfort that Ananias tries to express. GO! This is the man I have chosen. I have a job for him.
I believe that we have reached our lesson for today. When Jesus is working on a project He really does not need our input. He needs our action.
Ananias has to choices. Go or Don’t go. Be responsive the God’s direction, trusting him in all situation to say no and just sit there. Don’t go!
Not everyone is called to be a Saul/Paul. The really stick our necks out and take deep chances. We are not called to stand before the Leaders of the community and tell them they are wrong. But we are all called to be encouragers, supporters and responders to what God wants done.
Most of us feel really insecure if we are called on to do anything directly. We don’t feel qualified or don’t want to risk failure.
Ananias goes as he was told. He finds Saul and takes the risk.
He seems a little shy to me. He says that he was sent by the Lord – Jesus sent him. I don’t know if he was attempting the hide behind Jesus, if he needed to remind Saul of the lordship of the event on the road as protection.
He started by calling him brother, and that he is there to restore sight and give him the Holy Spirit.
He is not trying to put any direct education about Jesus. He is only there in response to what he has been told to do. He is only there as the living body of
Christ.
Saul has spent three days in darkness and soul searching and pain of sorts, not physical but mental. He was expecting a man to come and restore his sight with the placing of his hands. Physical touch. Personal closeness and contact.
---Slide - Laying on of hands
This man was used as a living instrument for the power of God to do the work. The work of healing the physical and mental suffering and to give the gift of the holy spirit to the one chosen to take on some of the hardest task in the new believers.
Paul was completely healed and was baptized by Ananias and finally ate something. He spent a few days with the believers in Damascus and started his preaching.
Have you ever had the chance to be a reflection of the Light for Jesus?
To be the actual hands of Jesus?
Of course you have! The question is really did you respond or just sit there?
Let me give you some places that Jesus might have asked you to be his hands:
• When we support our church family when the have a loss, human of financial.
• When there is a need in the community that some one must champion.
• When there are kids that play in the streets and get into trouble.
• When people have problems with their job and paying bills.
All of us have had opportunities and I am sure have responded to less that desirable calls to be a light of God to someone. But it is often too easy to just stop and to forget about the world, because sometimes it is work and effort and sometimes costly. It is so easy to just sit back and do nothing.
It also has a reward, the reward of a feeling that you get when you take a risk and touch some one for God.
All Glory be to God!
