FLOOD IN MY SOUL
The night before my shoulder surgery last week I had what looked like the start of a kidney stone. My first thought was to cancel the surgery then Julie came in and settled me down. This happened from a medical procedure that went bad when I was 19. I still suffer some effects from this. But if left to myself my mind can go off on all types of different tangents. Even after a successful surgery where God healed tears before I was even operated on I did not have complete joy because of this other problem. I was thinking the worst. I could have been rejoicing in a successful operation but Satan used another “Thing” to steal my joy. THEN Julie again through the Lord came to my rescue and brought me back to my senses. I had this before why would this be anything different? I found out yesterday it was just another bad infection. But I allowed worry to flood my soul.